My mom treats me like I owe her everything, I'm 17 and don't get me wrong I love my family. There's just this problem where I feel like I will always hate my life forever because I was forced to study STEM Specifically medical studies. I wanted art or music school but they didn't let me. My mom never asked once what I truly wanted to do, even the rest of my family. Not to mention she treats me like I'm her retirement plan while emotionally and physically abusing me since I was 5 years old. It's common for Asian households to beat their kids and whatnot but not a lot of parents know their kids grows up to resent them. I wish she dies early, I wish they gave me up for adoption or I wish my mom and dad never had me as their child. (My dad has a new wife because Im born a girl and not a boy. And an alcoholic i didn't choose to be here, I didn't choose to be born. I down owe them anything. And they forget I hold the outcome of their elderly life... Yet they treat me like shit.