I won't lie yesterday is like the worst day I've felt having in a good while. Literally felt like everybody around me turned against me for no reason. It really doesn't give you much motivation to keep on going or living that's for sure. My fam went from being being all pretend caring to turning into an absolute snake on me. This has happened before and I hate it despite them denying it. I expressed myself and still I was told that I was in the wrong and they did nothing. Let me ask you this do you get pissed for no reason? Because I sure as hell don't. I think it's possible they could be in a beginning stages of dementia because they've had years of heavy multiple drug use. But to uo and turn on me like a dog turning against its owner didn't and doesn't sit well with me at all. Then it sounded like shit neighbors went by blurting out shit making fun of me. My other fam wont validate me at all. They wanna ignore everything like it's rainbow fairy land. I just don't know anymore.