Failure after failure and I can't keep myself positive anymore. Every single exam I give, I just can't score high anymore. Yes, "anymore" because I was once the top of the class. That was till the start of 12th grade, after which my downfall came crashing in. I was so burnt out I did nothing the whole year. I played games and slept a lot, but only to distract myself from the immense sadness and loneliness I felt ever since I was 10. At some point I didnt have energy to even play games anymore. Then came all my entrance exams and I absolutely bombed them all, meaning all of them were BAD. I hoped for SAT to go well, ACTUALLY gave effort, and got a stupid score of 1370. I felt sad and disappointed when i scored low before but now I just feel angry. I did SO MUCH for SAT even if I had almost no guidance for it and I decided to give it last minute. All that hard work just to get 1370. What the hell is wrong with me? I hate this.