I called my dad last night and broke down in front of him. Mind you, he’s an abusive dad but sometimes I do vent to him when life fucks me up. I told him about this girl who ruined me. Betrayed me. Used me for her own selfish reasons. Instead of comforting, he yelled at me to “Man Up” This is it. I am not making it till next month. I’ve already taken two weeks off from all this trauma and this would be my final goodbye