Why was she out with some other guy on that when you know it was my special day? Why didn’t she wish me? I was expecting a sweet present and she pretended I never existed. This is insane. I never felt this humiliated before. Can you imagine waiting the whole day, right up until 11:59PM, hoping foat least a voice note or a message but I received NOTHING. Absolutely NOTHING! This was different last year; She wasn’t like this before. Where did that sweet girl go? The one who adored me, admired me, showered me with her love and affection?? She wasn’t this cold. I know, I ruined everything. I should have never spoken bad about her behind her back and her behaviour shift to this cold hearted woman is completely valid. This feels like a never ending nightmare to me. I don’t think I can make it when she gets married to someone else. I’d rather kill myself than see her getting married to another guy. Yes, I have seen that guy. He’s way too handsome and taller than me. I could never be him