I don't like feeling like this. I've been thumper out of bed twice today (not everyone has the same schedule). Invalidated. Had my fam be an ass today. All they really care about is their fucking addiction if it wasn't so they wouldn't half way be nice to me as long as im doing something for them then be an asshole once that need disappears. My fam have always been back and forth like that. This person is tired of being a human bullshit lightning rod ok. If I wouldn't go to jail I so feel like doing a lot of things right now. I shouldn't have to pay for the mistakes of others and be verbally attacked by a shit neighbor for smoking when I'm not even guilty of doing it AND THEY FUCKING VAPE FFS. Don't fuck with me. The last 3 fucking mornings it's been roooooaaarrrrrrrrrrr my ceiling come Early morning hours off and on til the bitch goes to work. Then their other person thumps like Its a jogging track. Fam since it don't affect them act like it's nothing. I hate these ppl and this place.