i don't feel welcome with my "friends". I just don't feel like I fit in with them. It's been two month since uni started and these new friends I made (4 girls), two of them were previously bestfriends and the other one's the cousin of one of them. The other just happened to hang out with us. Everything was going well until last friday, when i lashed out at them and now i don't feel comfortable being with them. They don't look for me when i'm gone, i'm not initially invited to their reunions/parties. And when it's recess they go without me. And that just seems like they never cared about our friendship, about me. I don't know if to continue being there as a 'floater friend', or just hang out with other people. Thing is, I do have another friend. Just one. This other friend from the group that happened to join, kind of snatched the girl with whom i befriended the most. And I feel like everything is smooth and fine when she's not there. And when she's there it's only the two of them. lol