I’ve really been feeling lost since August 19th my grandmother passed and she was really my everything I began taking care of her at age 15-16 I’m now 20 and work in the medical field and the place I currently work is a great place but I can only think about if my family knew about this place at the time we could’ve gotten her just a few more years to live. She was my escape from the things going on at home from a young age and allowed me to be a child she also showed me that there is more to life than the city of Detroit. I just really miss her a lot if I didn’t have it grandma always made sure I didn’t go without if one of us ate we all ate when grandma was around she kept a lot of family members in contact just off the fact she was here. It’s a odd feeling I’ve never gone through this before i don’t feel sad mad or angry it like I don’t feel anything and it upsets me because I know how much I loved her I’d give my life if she could come back one more if I could hold her head her