I honestly have a good life, I go to a private school for free, I get okayish grades, I have a family that tries to care. I just hate having so much responsibility, im only 15 yet I have to watch 20 other kids because of some leadership thing I was forced to do and my niece who keeps making me paranoid and stressed because she lies and does bad things constantly. And my family is just gone most of the time leaving me alone with her, Idk. And I cant even cut because my school knows and will probably try checking