Rant #28502

having the assumption that my life appears to be ok is the worst thing. i want to cry and scream every day. but it seems everyone around me has been choosing isolation and nonchalantness instead of releasing emotions and expressing feelings. what's the point in saying "i'll be here if you ever want to talk" and never showing up when i take your word for it? all i end up feeling is stupid and hurt because i decided to believe, trust and have hope in you...