Its my second time writing here already, both in the same day but ive just got a lot to talk about. I get nervous talking to people and its sometimes hard for me to say no or anything of that sort in fear of hurting the other person. I really hatr it when someone asks me to hang out when im not in the mood because I just feel so bad when I say no. Especially when they ask why not. Sometimes I feel like the bad person for saying no all because I just want to stay alone. Almost always when I make up plans with someone, I start dreading it and changing my mind but I just dont have the heart to tell them, even though I end up enjoying the time spent after. Im just so used to hanging out with myself that Id rather stay at home alone than have a sleepover with my friends. Not to mention I also get a bit anxious when I have to ask my parents something like a sleepover. I sometimes leave it untill later to ask because I couldnt get myself to ask earlier.