I hate that i haven't dated or slept with anyone. Every year i get older i feel worse about it. I'm 21 pre t (on t next year tho). I feel like im rotting every year that passes. Id be happy with just a hookup. I try to cheer myself up by reminding myself that i'm a trans guy so it's gonna be harder but then every trans guy i meet has dated multiple people. I feel unfuckable. Sometimes in my room i dress up like a girl just to feel attractive but i'd cry if i went out like that. I have decent sized tits and my weight goes to my ass and thighs. Sometimes i think i should just pretend to be a girl to get laid but obviously i'd just be miserable in a new way. The queer scene in my country is tiny. Everyone is already dating eachother and/or is a terrible person. I just feel so useless and unwanted. I badly want t but shallowly im worried i'll be even more unfuckable on it. Yes i considered my personality/going out more. There's more context not enough words sorry if i sound whiny or lame