I never mattered to u didnt i? U only cared about me touching you U only cared about how good it felt U only cared about how slim How skinny How small and tiny So weak I am Didnt you? U only wanted my body all to u U didnt care I hate how u stole my innocence from me I hate how my first was so fucked So rushed For your satisfaction and desires You just loved taking that away from me didnt you Everything is about you but nothings ever your fault isnt it Well what would u even expect I was a daisy fresh boy Now look what you've done to me. It was all a humiliation ritual wasnt it Did you have fun? Did you have fun fucking my guts Did you have fun Cutting me Making me bleed, cry and suffer? It felt fucking awful Ur touch still lingers on me I scub it off till i bleed And i bled once more for u I wasted so much blood and tears on you I drag the blade across my skin thinking about you. How you'd call my cuts cute How you'd praise me for doing what u wanted. (Part 1 lol)