It's funny that people will judge you more for coping with substances than if you hurt yourself sexually. Sex is so ingrained and forced into us from society that drugs are seen as more taboo and scary and that they make you dangerous and people believe you're a terrible person. But running into dangerous situations or relationships? Then you're just a poor battered victim who made a mistake and needs care and help. Of course there's people who will turn their noses up at either, like super religious people, but mostly, even non religious people genuinely hate and want addicts to die. So I'll just hurt myself and nobody but you guys and the creeps will ever know. <3