i don’t know what to do, my thoughts have been getting worse and i feel the need to disappear from my own life. everything and everyone feels so overwhelming, and i feel terrible about it because i don’t want to feel overwhelmed. i have no reason to feel this way. i love them with all of my heart. why am i like this? i wish i could be fucking normal. i wish i could live a happy, peaceful life without the worries of my own mind working against me. i wish i could just tell someone how i feel and they actually end up listening to me. i feel so much disdain towards the people around me it’s scary, i never want to be filled with hateful thoughts and feelings.
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