I hate myself. I hate the body I was born into. I dont wanna be a boy, or a girl. today at school, I saw a trans person. I felt strangely relatable towards them. I come from a family of homophobic/transphobic Christians. but I just wanna be seen as myself and nothing else. the maximum time Ive ever starved is maybe a day. but Ive gone today without breakfast or lunch, so thats nice. I remember one time I was heading to a store with my mom and my sister, and there was a trans woman there. a little bit overweight (not to judge.) on the way home, I made a transphobic statement, and now I wanna strangle myself for those few words. I feel like such a bigoted ashhull for saying that. if there are any religious parents (or just Christians in general) here, PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE dont be transphobic or homophobic.