Trying to explain anything at all to anyone feels vain. I've tried so many times to explain, reword and show people how I feel about something, but every single time I just feel the point is missed completely. It's not entirely done out of malice when people misunderstand, sometimes people do just genuinely miss the meaning of something, but it happens all the time. I don't see much point in explaining anything to anyone anymore. I've tried reaching out to helplines and seeking therapies, but I just get met with the same generic, vague advice or an excessively long waiting list. I feel like a person trying to be solved rather than listened to.