ppd is hitting real hard for me rn and the news abt rj mitte is not fucking helping in the slightest 🙃 i dont want to let my daughter and husband down more than i already have, and i havent completed my bucket list but fuck man, i dont know if i can at this point. everyone keeps offering the same advice and it's useless to me; im grateful that they're giving the advice in the first place, but it's the same shit i've been told snd i feel like noone is listening to me when i know objectively that this doesn't work and will not work the other billion times you suggest it. maybe it's the severe lack of sleep talking bjt i just cant do it anymore.