I miss my ex so so much... my ex broke up with me because the relationship got too draining for him but said that 'it was him, not me'. regardless I miss him so much I really don't want to see him with another girl pouring what whatever he gave to me towards her. it's not fair....I don't understand what I did for him to leave me? was I not pretty enough or intelligent? I catch him staring at me at moments but my days doesn't hurt so much? I want him to be mine, I want his kisses, his love, his gentleness but if he believes that he is much happier without me than there nothing I can do. I hate seeing him follow so many beautiful girls and the treatment during the relationship was so good and sweet I doubt no one will pour the same energy as he did or do some mannerism like kissing my cheek before kissing me, making sure I'm always ok and his warmth in general. what happens if I don't find the connection I had with him with someone else.