i am so tired and exhausted of everything, i don't have the energy to do things i usually did. i don't want to go to school anymore and just rot in bed. i miss myself i miss my dad, everything feels so heavy right now that words can't even explain it. my family doesn't understand me even my friends, they always see the wrong in me. i just want to die at this point, i want peace of mind and not a mind full of unending negative thoughts. i want to hurt myself. i don't have real friends, my family doesn't even care about my mental health. im just so tired i wanna rest forever. i miss being a kid and to have no problems. i just wish this could end. im always misunderstood. there's so much in my heart that no words can explain what i truly feel.