genuinely i feel like my life is going to shit- i keep procrastinating things that would otherwise ruin my future and I dont know, even me typing on this site right now is wasting so much of my life and i just cant seem to focus on what i really need to do its so frustrating. so many responsibilities in life that i get stressed out by that idk why im still here. though i do genuinely want to keep living to help support my parents until they pass but that's kinda been my only motivation