I hate immature adults. Disgusting. I have a 50 y/o father and 40 something year old mother, and I think I'm more mature than the two combined. I'm only 16. First of all, because of them, I've developed both misophonia (anger/extreme rage at ordinary sounds) as well as severe social anxiety disorder. My brain is fucked, basically. My mother acts like a child. Screams shrilly at the top of her lungs, I can't stand her. Cries when things don't go her way. Whines and cries when she wants to manipulate me. I'm the most passive of both my siblings. I do everything because I hate it when my parents scream. When she does this my heart starts pounding and I get really angry. Sometimes shes nice though so I gaslight myself into thinking I'm being dramatic. My dad is a child too. He mocks my mom, and always pretends to be righteous. He screams like a maniac about the most random things. I always am the mediator in their fights. I have to wear earplugs in the house and can't leave b/c of my SAD.