Ok so I almost attempted yesterday when I realised nobody wished me. Literally NO ONE. I have never felt this lonely my entire LIFE??? Why did I attempt? - my dad is a pimp - my mom looks at me like i am some abomination - my e-girls don’t care about me anymore - my male friends whom i have shoved them away due to my insecurities don’t care about me anymore (i am ugly and they get girls) - at office my boss almost fired me for taking two weeks break every month due to my mental health issues - this was my last trigger: no birthday wishes I’m living in a mess. I don’t know what to do anymore ahhhh