I feel like I can’t do this anymore, I feel so ill and depressed all the time, I suffer with chronic migraines, I have double incontinence, and I’m trying my best to work full time, I have my job and it’s okay, but everyday I’m fighting to go in cause I just want to throw it all away and run away, I hate my life, I hate being disabled, but I have to act like nothings wrong while I’m throwing up on shift and praying that one day I’ll be in a crash on my way there so I don’t have to go in and that hopefully my life is over, without having the added weight of I did it to myself