I'm gender fluid, atleast I think so. It's not to far off to say considering I've been fine with being male and sometimes hated it (and the aggressive yearning to be a girl I get sometimes) and I'm afraid to tell... anyone at all. I'm in a very conservative place in the US and it's dangerous for me to come out. Let alone the fact my mother has openly disregarded me saying I was bi (I was 9 at the time, it's obviously been years. I'm pan btw so she was wrong) so I don't really feel comfortable telling her either, I'm afraid to tell my friends because they won't see me as a true girl or boy whatever I am that day, and my other friends I don't know enough to be personal with. So I'm sat here with immense dysphoria and it's kicking my ass
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