Going on dates with your partner feels so good, he is the best guy I ever had. It is just that I hate how guilty I am for acting unfaithful towards him at certain times and it feels exhausting. I have been unfaithful towards him with a past fling, not that serious but I do wish all of this would end honestly. Or maybe I keep having thoughts about how none of this would matter nor prolong once I get settled down with my current partner and let go of all my past mistakes. I want to improve myself and be better for him. I want to change and be faithful. I just hope not get distracted again