i hate my body im so fat and ugly i need to lose weight i told myself i shouldn't fall into the thin is in beauty standards but I can't help it fat is an insult and it always will be people say that fat isn't an insult but yes it is im literally subhuman to society plus im chopped all my family tells me that im really fat and my sister says i wouldn't even last 2 days of starving i need to starve !!! i hate that all my family does is feed me and tell me to eat ik immentally ill but idc everything is better when you're skinny so it's either i starve or kill myself i HATE MY BODY I HATE WHAT I BECOME i can't believe i let myself get this far all i am to people is the fat girl who wears a lot of black i hate it i hate my life i wish my mom didn't feed me shit growing up i know id be so much more prettier if I lost so much weight and people will like me more im jealous of other fat people who can accept themselves i wish I could too