I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry. Why can’t I? It makes me feel so stuck in this state of misery and hate and hurt. It’s like I’m living or suffocating in my own emotions. I wish someone could see. When I can cry it’s in front of people. But I can’t show them that. They have their own life and problems and fun. I can’t burden them with my own issues. So I hold back all my tears. I think I’m pretty good at it because no one really notices that I’m sad or that I want to cry so badly. I silently wish someone did though. Not everyone. Just someone. I want to ugly cry but I also want to be happy and laugh. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
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