i'm so tired, all the time. i feel like my life is just the same day over and over. sorry to be blunt but ive been traumatized ever since my sister raped and molested me for 6 months when i was 11, then my boyfriend molested and tried to rape me again when i was 15, im 16 now, and my best friend is this really sweet guy. like hes so sweet and shy and i have a huge crush on him, but i dont know if im going to be able to love normally again, and thats even if he likes me back.