I really dont know how to feel now a days. I went to school and got a bachelors then had kids but I am not where I want to be. My mother in law more than anyone else is invested in what I do but I dont blame her. I have no one to talk to and I feel like a loser because I havent been able to get a job with my degree. I feel like I am a good father, good son and a good partner but I feel pretty depressed to say the least. I dont know who I can talk to or how to feel. Am I really a shifty person. Mind you I have a full time job and am there for my kids, my girl and her family.