i know i didnt get diagnosed for it, but i was very much depressed back in like 2020-2023. i was struggling to deal with my home life and my parents fighting basically every other day and constantly threatening to divorce each other to the point that i was just so emotionally tired and had absolutely no will to do anything other than just try to distract myself from it thru random methods. luckily none of the methods i found were self destructive, they were more just crying or like watching tiktoks or something to distract from the fact i had to live out this life. i feel like cause of this ive js fell behind in life. there were some of the most crucial years of my life when it came to planning out what i wanted to do with the rest of my life. I feel like because i thought i would gen take my life after like 18 i just never did any future planning unlike most of my friends and now i dont have any time to do it cause i need to have started on the plan yesterday