I felt oddly alone today. I don’t know why. I hung out with my friends and talked a hell ton. I drank my favorite soda and ate pizza slices someone offered me. I even asked to go shopping with someone, something I hate doing. But there were thoughts clawing at the entry of my mind. Maybe that’s why I couldn’t relax. Thoughts of how two friends were maybe fighting and not telling me anything. How I was somehow pushed out of the bubble once again, the bubble that I pushed to be in since middle school. Of course I had other people to talk with me but even then I don’t know why I feel so out of place. I want to stay, I love them, but why is it that whenever some choice words escape one’s mouth and anyone starts arguing, I feel like I’m on the brink of loosing the one source of happiness I gained? Why do I feel so lonely?