my so called "best friend" has been ghosting me on and off for the past three months, when she started talking to my guy bsf, who ive known since kingergarden. The summer going into grade 10, we did some stuff, i gave him head twice, and the third him he blackmailed me into doing it and brough our job (we work at the same place) into it. We didnt tell anyone about it, any friends, i only told my cousin. They have now been talking for three months, despite my warnings, and hes asking her to be his gf monday. and IK i should be happy for them, shes been wanting a relationship forever and shes been crushing on him for 5 years basically. BUT I JUST CAN'T. He's so g talks about woman HORRIBLY, talks abt how much he wants to fuck his teachers and other girls, still makes jokes to me abt what happened between us, and they fight every other week. She also was ghosting me since she thought i liked him and was flirting with him which angers me cuz she knows how much i hated ppl saying that. idk.