I can't tell if my mom actually cares about me or not. She'll yell at me, say things that hurt, then a couple hours later she'll come to me and tell me she's sorry, that she loves me, that she didn't mean it. At first, I thought; she's probably just stressed, it's fine. Now i'm thinking, does she really mean it? Am I really that bad? I really am trying my best... is that not enough? Am I not enough? -SHer