and if you ever ended up doing the things we plan late at night while our heart beats in sync, excited with what future could hold for us-- with another woman, know that I will be happy for you, but I won't marry another, plan the same layout the way we plan our future home, nor have a son first and then a daughter, or two cats and a dog. I am so happy with you, but there are times where I feel like I was staring into a portal where I can see the glimpse of future where you're no longer holding my hand when I was nervous, nor smiling softly while you're drying my tears. I guess I loved you more than I should just have.
other1 felt this