People say that being the youngest makes you spoiled, that you’re the “perfect” child, and I haven’t lived up to those expectations since I was 10. I used to be smart, get the grades my parents wanted, be praised for being good, but ever since quarantine? I’ve become a slob. I’m not by all means ugly, I’m 6’2 average physique, if I’m being generous a 5/10, but other than that, that’s the only thing I have going for me. My mental state couldn’t be worse at the moment, 3 of my family members died in the span of 4 months alongside my grandma having a stroke from the pressure. I always put up a front that makes me look dependable and responsible when in reality I’m a loser.