I really like this guy right? But he’s Mormon and I’m Christian and I just don’t know if it would work out , but I’ve been so blindly devoted to this man for the past two years and we aren’t even dating. He’s so nice and kind and considerate and he remembers all the small details and he listens to the playlists I make and he calls me very pretty and says I bring joy into his life. I quietly watched him over the years, and I kid you not this man is everything to me. His family knows about me, brothers, parents, grandparents, and cousins. He straight up told me he likes me. He makes me so unbelievably jittery and excited and nervous and elated and I really can’t handle it. I love him. If this man isn’t the one I spend the rest of my life with then I will spend the rest of my life longing for him, grateful he got to be mine for a short while. I want my kids to have his eyes, and I want him to be the first thing I see when I wake up in the mornings. I want him in every way fathomable.