Rant #27316

I can't talk to anyone. My husband thinks i'm always mad at him when i try to talk about a problem. My family doesn't care. My friends don't care. Even my therapist didn't care enough to remember anything about what i say session to session. I frequently fumble my words, and i frequently need to pause mid-sentence to remember words. I'm sure i'm annoying to talk to. So why do i even bother trying? Why can't i just go completely non-verbal. I might be better understood that way.