I just feel like my entire life is just dedicated to school. Every week of my life is the same, I go to school, do homework, cry that I'm doing nothing with my life, and sleep. Nearly every hobby I have has just morphed into something school related. Golf and art, I used to love it but now it's for school and I hate it. Any hobby I still enjoy I don't have time for and when I do have time to do it? My family just says "make sure you clean up" or "clean your stuff up" even though I do without being told! Even when I sleep, I still feel tired and im just so tired of being tired. Anytime I show negative emotions to my family they always say things along the lines of "why can't you just be happy" All this stress and pent up anger just makes it hard to continue on and easy to think things would be better if I just didn't exist. I'm 15 for fu*ks sake why am i having these thoughts?!