I overthink ALOT, every second of every day but i cant tell you what im thinking about specifically because it’s all jumbled into one ball of yarn, like tangled christmas lights i cant figure out what im actually thinking about but inside i know that i have no reason to be thinking about it. I don't know how to clear my mind or decompress so I just don't think about anything, i listen to music and try to focus on the lyrics, sometimes it works. For the past few nights I've just sat in the dark when my parents think I'm asleep and listen to music. I don't fall asleep, I just listen and try to quiet the thoughts. I am so concerned with my life and I have so many worries that I don't know what to do with them. Life actually sucks. I know everyone says that sometimes but I mean it in a way most people don't understand. We are being out into a box, an expectation, set plan to go to school, college then get a job, then what. We basically waste half our lives at school to just waste the other