I think i might lose all of my grandparents this year, my grandma and grandpa on my moms side, my grandma on my dads side, and possibly my grandpa on my dads side too, i cant do this fucking shit anymore, im done fucking quit please, whatever god is out there if there even is one, please stop, i cant take this anymore, i already tried and failed at committing suicide, dont make me try again, ive got to be there for ben, i cant leave him, so please quit hurting me, im sorry if i did something wrong in my past life, im truly sorry but please i cant take this anymore
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