basicallyyyyy my friends saw my sh and im so scared theyre gonna think of me differently like in a bad way bc of it and i feel like theyre def gna talk ab it bc theyre best friends and when my friend saw it and asked what it was and i was like “oh uhmmm idk” they looked ar each other like smiling (not in a mean way it was more of like “we’re 10000% gna be talking ab ts later”) and like i dont blame them ig like idk how i would react to finding my friends sh esp bc (and i dont mean this in a pick me way) i dont really act sad around them if that makes sense like im a very happy person i just get sad sometimes and i sh so i get why they seemed surprised but still im scared bc i dont want them to like pity me im js so frustrated they found it
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