I keep missing my groomer, I was groomed abt a year ago and he constantly fills my brain, I don't know how to let him go. I spent a lot of my pre teen years being groomed online by men and it feels normal for me now, but for some reason this specific guy I can't let go fully. Maybe I'm just also not ready to let go because I don't like the idea of getting better, I like when things are the same ig, but at the same time I do want to be able to move forward easier.