idk bro but like I'm so stupid bro like the test today was easy, but I didn't do it right like bro. I'm so disappointed in myself, and then there was just so much pressure from friends. they were all made it i failed and i just dont know what to do. Like, everything in my life rn is a mess. I know results don't matter since it's still midterm, but it is very important, and I'm scared of not meeting my teacher's expectations and my own too. and school has recently been very stressful for me and tf like why bro why am i so stupid well. im lazy and im unmotivated and that is why. seeing someone get a 10 makes me jealous. i mean, it is simply all my fault. whatever. i hate being under pressure so much i can't control that thing im exhausted.