I really want to get out of this town I live in. I’m so sick of aeeing ppl whove caused me distressed and made me want to kms. I literally cant handle being her I hate school, I feel like I have no really friend group. I only like accqutinves. And god I want all this stuff but I have GAD and my anxitey literally cannot make me. I hate talking to people uet I want connection. It sucks so much. And just to my accuqutinces or friends r still friends with people whove harmed me yet I cant do anything abt it bc then im the bad friend for telling them who they can and cant be friends with right? Like I just cant. I need a fresh start so bad. New people, new area, new everything. Collage is next year so I hope thatll help. But I want it to start now. Its so close yet so far.