I feel so weird im always the angry daughter its 2026 and im 12, next year april im turning 13 im always the angry daughter. i feel like i cant do anything good for my mama. shes a cancer survivor but she hurts my heart a lot because shes so mean. i feel like im helpless i grew up barely with my mom, i only started to get to know her at 11 years old 11 years barely knowing this lovely woman im a perfectionist. im always angry. i smoke a lot. im from a very small country in asia. i feel like i just cant do anything right no matter how hard i try i want more i want so much more but when i get more it just doesnt feel enough.