I’m sure there are many other people who struggle A LOT more than I am, but I feel like being sad or lost is such a common thing for me. Like I don’t know what the fuck is wrong, I mean I’m not popular I don’t have that many friends, I’m tall as a giraffe, and there are days when it gets better, but does it really get better? In the end I’m always gonna be that same insecure, shy girl who can’t hold a normal conversation for more than 2 minutes. And despite feeling sad I still want to live, like there are so many opportunities in this life, but how am I gonna pursue them if I keep myself from being outgoing, like what the fuck is wrong with me, why can’t I be extroverted like others? It genuinely ruins my life.
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