Fuck this life. Haist. Idk, idk what to feel. I am always try my best to be happy. Ang unfair. My dream prog is only just a dream. Kung may pera lang e. Ayoko na ro’n. I feel used. Unfair. Kainez, ang hirap mahalin ang bagay na hindi mo gusto. I thought this would be my year. Bstm, you will always be my dream. I feel so ashamed, useless, and loser. I want to change everything abt me; my appearance, personality, life. I want something new.