I'm about to get rid of social media period. It's been more toxic than helpful. The comparison like oh look at me haha I'm doing something you're not and you're not invited or allowed to be included you're trash you're a loser etc etc etc. then its oh look at me I'm a fucking angel even though I treat my family like shit and other people in real life (my relative and a neighbor). Oh look at me I'm so cool and you're not you're a fucking loser. Yeah no fuck that. Fake ass fucking people. Comparison is a thief of joy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH just people in my life have been so toxic and hurtful and cruel to me. Idk what to do anymore. Like on social media for example, relative was like "only got room for 2" meaning I couldn't come (which was a lie they just didn't want me to go. But my other fam did and I was stuck at home. Then on social media rubbing it in my they're like "oh we had a good day". Bitch. Yeah I had a good day with out you too. I'm so sick of peoples mistreatment.