i crave happiness. i crave love. i crave everything that comes with human connection, and the fact that im never going to get it is eating me alive. i just want someone, i dont care who they are. i want to be their best friend or their partner or whatever they want me to be. i just want to feel that love that everyone except me gets to experience. i just need somebody. anybody. i want to love someone. i want someone to love me. its devouring me whole and i dont know what to do about it.